Rapture and Hope

I'm so sick of logging on to my blog and seeing that "Bites the Dust" post staring at me. It makes me depressed and does nothing but remind me of unhappy things.
I didn't manage to go out at all this week and that's both good and bad. I needed the break and I'm broke. I'm honestly scared right now I think. I need some time, and well I need to be okay with myself. I really am lonely. I really do want someone in my life. I'm not the player I'd like to think I am. As much as I love dancing, I love dancing with a partner just as much.
So until that Prince Charming walks into my life and loves to go out as much as I do, I'll keep on going for my own reasons. I won't take anything less.
That brings me to both my favorite two-person group and song. Iio "Rapture". Back in college I was obsessed with this song, and ordered the import as soon as I found it. There's something about it that does give me hope that I'll find this person and I will feel the rapture.

Rapture
By IIO

La lalala lala lalala lala
La lalala lala lalala lala

The night I laid my eyes on you,
Felt everything around me move
Got nervous when you looked my way
But you knew all the words to say
Then your love slowly moved right in
All this time all my love where you been

Mi amore dont you know
My love I want you so
Sugar you make my soul complete
Rapture tastes so sweet

Mesmerised in every way
Keep me in a state of daze
Your kisses make my skin feel weak
Always melting in your heat
Then I soar like a bird in the wind
Oh I glide as I'm flying through heaven

Mi amore dont you know
My love I want you so
Sugar you make my soul complete
Rapture tastes so sweet

Mi amore dont you know
My love I want you so
Sugar you make my soul complete
Rapture tastes so sweet

La lalala lala lalala lala
La lalala lala lalala lala

Mi amore dont you know
My love I want you so
Sugar you make my soul complete
Rapture tastes so sweet

Mi amore dont you know
My love I want you so
Sugar you make my soul complete
Rapture tastes so sweet

La lalala lala lalala lala
La lalala lala lalala lala